Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Now this will give you the shiverslll

This is going to be a long one, Hold on !!!  it is very interesting. I have posted a Blog post from almost 3 years ago.  I have underlined A very interesting part, If you chose to Continue reading after the following post . . . I think you may feel a Shiver.  Keeping in mind that I in no way believe it is a coincidence but an Unbelievable promise that I received from God almost 3 years ago. 


TUESDAY, AUGUST 25, 2009


The Glimmer of Hope

I posted a link about the bone marrow transplants that are being done in the states for kids with Recessive Dystrophic EB (Kourtney's type of EB). I really feel that I need to update you on where we stand in the process of all of this.

2 years ago we were sent information about the Liao family. They had 2 boys with RDEB and in a mom's desperate attempt to make her boys well, she went out on a limb and convinced a hematologist to try a stem cell transplant on her eldest son with RDEB. We followed this story with interest and in Spring 2008 there was an article in the Vancouver Sun that suggested that this boy had been cured of the RDEB. As we did more research and talked to more doctors we were very encouraged that the bone marrow transplant was successful. There was a clinical trial that was being put into place and they were looking for more participants. This of course sparked our interest and we began emailing the nurse at a hospital in Minnesota. We found out that the transplant alone would cost 1 million dollars but if there was a sibling bone marrow match the cost would be 500,000 dollars. So last summer we all got tested at Children's Hospital. We found out that Kourtney and Shaelyn were HLA (bone marrow) matches to each other. We were so amazed by all this and really felt that the door was being opened up for us to go to Minneapolois to get this done (as most of you know Shaelyn was diagnosed with RDEB through amniocentesis which carried a 100 percent accuracy rate, and we were highly encouraged to abort.) We did not think that this was a coincidence and even felt more led to pursue the clinical trial.

A couple of months later we began to hear criticism about this trial as one child died during the preparation for the bone marrow transplant. The other criticism we heard was that Mrs. Liao was just saying her son was doing better, but clinically he wasn't doing better according to the "twitter for doctors". I could understand the skepticism but also felt that she must have been encouraged enough to put her 2nd child with RDEB through the same procedure. It was very difficult for me to evaluate all this information but I felt very strongly that I needed to pursue this. I had all my papers ready to send to Minneapolis and then Kourtney got sick last August.

Over the last year we have gotten to know a hematologist at Children's Hospital (which to me has been a divine turn of events). He has close contact with what is going on in Minneapolis but has cautioned that bone marrow transplants are very nasty and according to him, the clinical benefits for kids with EB do not outweigh the risks associated with a bone marrow transplant. Yet he has not seen Kourtney without her bandages so I am not sure if he really understands how nasty EB is.

Over the last year I have emailed the nurse in Minneapolis and did not hear a reply so I was under the impression that the clinical trial had been discontinued. This last month there has been a update on CNN on the Liao family and also there have been two other children featured in newspapers who have had the bone marrow transplant done with successful results.

Although I would love to take Kourtney down to get this done I also realize that there are huge implications for doing this. At this point Kourtney is not strong emotionally and physically to have this done. I also know that I, myself, have "few" reserves left after our year spent in the hospital and don't feel emotionally ready to be in a city in the states without any support around. Kourtney and I experienced loneliness being at Children's Hospital and could not imagine being in a city where we didn't know anyone. The money thing is a huge drawback, although it could be done with fundraisers, we could sell our house and downsize, but we still have to keep in mind that this procedure has been proven not to be a cure for EB, but it does help with the symptoms of EB. We would still have to have a special bathtub and a dressing room, I couldn't imagine starting from nothing again especially when our home is so designed for Kourtney's special needs.

In all honesty I believe it will happen one day but it will happen at Children's Hospital and it will be covered by our health care. I believe there will be a clinical reason to get it done and that reason is her anemia issues that I blogged about a month ago. A bone marrow transplant would replace her tired worn bone marrow with healthy under worked bone marrow.

Right now....we will just take it one day at a time. I know that when the time is right it will be made very clear to us. We want to have HOPE but we want to have "clear" direction when we need to pursue this. I hope this clarifies this for anyone that is wondering and for those eager to fund raise. We are holding back at the moment until we know the time is right. (We would know the time was right if 500,000 fell out of the sky, but at present that has not happened).

We just need continued prayer and support for our family. Although Kourtney is doing soooo much better we are still facing the tween years and many more battles to come. We are hoping we have seen the worse and could not imagine it getting any more difficult.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

The little girl who can shed her skin

The little girl who can shed her skin


Interesting article on a little girl with the same skin disorder as Kourtney!! Who would have thought that Kourtney has a mini me so close by!!

Monday, February 20, 2012

AHHHHH....its like a Party in my mouth

Yesterday, Kourtney felt the full effects of her dilatation as well as the blood transfusion. No more shortness of breath, and just as happy as can be. But the biggest outcome of her surgery was eating an orange creamsicle. She said " it is like a party in my mouth"!! How awesome is that.

So with things going so well....I am headed to Children's this week to talk to my two favourite doctors about a plan for her ongoing anemia issues. We need to continue to climb over this hump, we know we can get there!! It is amazing how having such a high hemoglobin makes her feel better, as well helps her heal better.

We booked our annual spring vacation, we opted out of Hawaii this year, but will be going to Arizona. Shorter trip, as well as seeing some very special family members on Todd's side.

Friday, February 17, 2012

Proud mama!

Things went very smoothly except for the 3 hour delay! Kourtney programmed my iPhone and we played games as we waited patiently for the surgery. The results from the surgery were notable as soon as kourtney took her first swallow and no longer does she sound like a clogged drain. There is a flip side to this positive story. Kourtney had to get a blood transfusion last night as her hemoglobin has crashed to 75 ( 120) is the normal range. So despite the iron and epo her body just can't produce enough! This brings many memories of 3 years ago, but her skin is in much better shape and we are not dealing with MRSA, but a new bug has been isolated which appears treatable with regular antibiotics! We are hoping that the transfusion and antibiotic Combo will be enough to get her over her hump! It is climbing to the summit that is the worse! I do have to say I am extremely proud of Kourtney she advocated for herself and was very engaging with the nurses and doctors,to me seeing her in action is a sign of wellness as well! She was extremely tired tonight, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for her! I am tired and want to go to bed! Goodnight!!!!!

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Ginger Beef

I know it is funny title, and for those who know about Ginger Beef, you will get a good laugh out of the title, but for those who don't know about Ginger Beef, I simply cannot go into detail as I know some readers may be offended if I explained it.

For some reason, this surgery is really making me nervous, I am thinking that it is because, things are going very well right now, and well, with the life of EB it is almost too good to be true. I don't believe in Karma, nor am superstitious, but I do believe in history, and when crisis is a weekly occurrence in the Kujawa household, a month free of it , is making me nervous for what is around the corner.

Semester 2 seems to be a bit happier for Kourtney. She really does enjoy Math. As well she has more friends in her classes, which she did not have her first semester in high school. She is coming home from school a lot more happy and not falling asleep as soon as she walks in the house. She is sleeping better at night due to her new medication that helps her sleep, fights pain, and elevates her mood.
Dressing changes have become easier. Swabs are still coming back negative for MRSA, however, our family doctor put her on an antibiotic (well it was actually me that told him he should).  I think it is wise to clean up any offending organisms on her skin, as she will either be getting blood, iron or both with this surgery. I know that if we can get blood, iron and the antibiotics to work together her wound healing would be much better. Once again historically I know that the pain is so much better when the wounds heal up quicker (right now her chronic areas aren't getting worse, but slowly getting better.)
As well, during her dressing change tonight, we noted that the old faithful IV sites were ready for the anaesthesiologist, the skin was clear, and the areas looked like it could be an OK start tomorrow.

So ya!! Is this too good to be true? I am not sure, but I will take it.

The last 2 weeks Kourtney and I have shared our story with women's groups. It has been so fulfilling talking to a group of women, because the one thing that Kourtney and I both can offer to these ladies is HOPE during struggles. Have to say, that I do believe Kourtney and I could do a lot of this. We enjoy it and have to say we "clean ourselves" up good in front of a crowd. I find in interesting when we are up in front of people, nobody would have any idea, that we were up at 6 doing dressings,  that Kourtney swore when her dressings came off, and that it takes 1.5 hours to do her dressing change.
Alright enough rambling, Please, please talk to God on our behalf tomorrow.  I will update you once we are settled into our room!! I need to remind myself that, "in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28

Until tomorrow!!

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