I have written 3 different blogs in the last 3 days. All saying 3 different things. Every day has been so different. Since Friday, we have been unable to manage Kourtney's pain. Her high's are high, her lows are gutwrenching difficult not only on Kourtney but for anyone who sees it occur. On Christmas Eve we made a switch to a medication that hopefully won't give her the high's and the low's, however it is all about weaning her off one and putting her on another with that comes withdrawal (which is a whole new type of pain).
Her skin looks better everyday, and the dressing changes are easy breezy and she has gained a whopping 7 pounds. Its just this darn pain control that we can't figure out.
We did manage to have a great Christmas day celebration with the Lutzers, Kujawa's and the Finlays, unfortunately Kourtney has been unable to leave the house as we never know when the attacks will come as they have been so unpredictable.
We still have not been able to find a "new normal". Once again it's living day to day, moment to moment, knowing that God has a plan to do great things...............I just have to be patient.
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